Today we are going to do something different because I feel like for my personal journey this is necessary.
Today, Tomorrow, and the day after we are going to write three letters.
A letter to our past, present, and future selves.
Dear Past Me,
I have abused you, taken advantage of, and just not listened. You always told me when I had enough to eat and I choose to keep going. You always told me there were options and hurting myself wasn't one of them but I ignored you. I know I never felt good enough but I am feeling it now. I want you to know that I realize now that I don't to have please everyone to please myself. I am now craving structure and control. I couldn't do without you, my past. You taught me all about boys, drama, and my body takes it. I realize now where I should have walked away but couldn't. Thank you Past for teaching me what I never want to relive again.
Sincerely,
Present Me
Sad but wonderful words to live by from here out.
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